thE LyriCs oF My liFe

im no more here. =)

2008-04-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

ived moved on to a new blog.
hmm ask for my new blog..
if im willing to giv
ehehehe XD

chaioz!

blogging - last lyric...

2008-02-09T19:13:00.000+08:00

in quitting blog soon.

sucha big fucker to my life.
shldnt start this freaking blog in the ferst place.
i wana have my own blog.
where no one can know my flaws n mistakes...
My own memory box in my head.
...

dear bloggers,

think of what you write in these blogs.
it may hurt others and i know... blogs = freedom of speech..
yes..but u might probably talk bout others.
and u know...people with ego's and cant accept the fact.
its just balderdash.

but...people shouldn't start these blog websites anyway because that it doesnt get people together..
what i think about blogging is just breaks people's relationships.
not just friends but also family members..
....and its very hurtful...dunt u think?
i suggest all people should reconsider of giving ur blog links to other people.
to whom u can trust and distrust.

as u can see... i have the whole time in this world...
and me myself has alot of problems of my own.
but i didnt post it alot in my blog because i know its too personal and i cant depend on my blog because i know that people would read and would get nosy with wats happening with me..
i can still remember the days without blog.
people were happy together and if there is any problems they wrote it in their personal diary or to the people who they trust...
its so peace and harmony in that time.
ut now... blog has destroyed my life and wrote it with a black permanent marker.

...i dont know what to say anymore.. i guess thats ol folks...
i guess this is the last lyric of my life...
maybe...
i dun know..

freakin assholes!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-06T12:19:00.000+08:00

i reali dun knw la.
screw e person in my gf's blog sia.
aiyo. wat my gf say is truly true uh.
...
i know her more then i know myself..
..aiyaa..
if e person who tag, somehow or somewhat is related to tha topic.
n i would say that surves u right man.
u had tha privilledge thn u threw i away.
ol u hav to do is ask!..god dammit!

wad if she rejects??
and if she rejects..
there is a sure thing that she has her reasons!
fuck!
nabei cbibs!
no nd to perli2 rite.
can talk face to face right.
dun let until i myself say right in front of ur freaking face in front of e public la sia.
before u treat others.
look at urself uh. how u talk to others.
especially to ur family members!
how u treat them is important.
not onli in e public thn u nice2 to them...nooonono!
fuck dats hypocrite shit fucking asshole!

LEARN BASIC COURTESY!

im pissed and felt sorry for my darl.

i jus hope that god will punish u dearly until u know how to treat others well enough.
wat u do to them is what theyll do to u.
so think about it.
(im not sayin this to my darl. she had enuf of it. )

TIPS : try working on ur speech with no vulgars. it works.

HAPPY! WOOO HOO!

2008-01-31T15:03:00.001+08:00

IM THE HAPPIEST MAN ON EARTH!
ONLY SHE KNOWS WHY! NYAHAAA!

happy birthdae diniee!!! part 2

2008-01-27T13:10:00.001+08:00

hey hey hey! itd meee and its the par two of my bdae ! hahaha hmm part 1?? hmm u can visit my gf's blog to c aite. so heres the part two of it. i wud like to share with u all my bdae. my 19th bdae =) enjoyyyyy....

me and my gf! nyarhaha! XD
ok..
back to my bdae..
...me n my family went out at arnd 3 pm in
the afternoon..we went to rasa-rasa food fiesta restaurant..
at "woodlands lamer".. hehe..

then suddenly when we arrived..
(can u c the car?)
its not a parking lot tho..
the car was unintentionally, literally parked its car
in front of a malay store selling bju kurong..
hahah hw cool is dat..
u cant c dat anywhere anytime...
and i saw it rite in front of my eyes..
hw cooooolll...
on my bdae..
right on the dot.. haha

(im soo interested..nooot!)
thn after "collision hour"..
its pressie tym!! hahah wooo hoo!! the moment
that every bdae boy hopes for..!
PRESENTS!

aik..?! amcm kakak pon ble ader?
hahah lols.
nvrmd..
we share our happyness together aite
=)

my turn! nyahaha XD!

prized for the most valuable resent of all!

after much presents and "wah..coolnes!" hav stopped,
the food arrived and replace my grumbling tummy..
yum yum!

mom...n dad slicing up the sweet and sour fish..

suda kenyang?..hahaha
then lets go!!

after eating were off to plaza sing t catch a movie.
its a violent show..
way way coolness..
frm my point of view. hah
lols we watched RAMBO 4.-john RAMBO
its coll uh e show.
lots of shootings and.
the ferst ym i got to watch a violent show with my parents in a theatre
hw cooll hah XD lols
anyways im legal since 18..hahaha no worries.
haha

at plaza sing arcade..kakak was hoping for a soft toy to bing hm. haha
and she got one frm abg hariz.
hw sweet =)

i was walking thn i felt sumone tapped my arm.
i was like eh hu sia...
thn i turn
shafiq and zura.
thn we "eh?..eh!" haha
lols.
dnt expect thm to there tho.
haha
thn after ol dat. we went in to watch RAMBO!
...
afer much violence..
haha we went hm and i cant wait to meddle with my new presets! wo hoo!!
here are the pics to my presents...
enjoy
=)

prized for the most thoughtful present/bdae card ever! x)))
from my one and only nurifa elferra
i love u darl. =*

she bought me snickers! adidas duuuude..
cool shit! (thanks ferra syg!)

and boxers for our monthsary..wuuu~~ haha XD
(fyi : tis is my ferst ever boxer)
thanks again syg for tis and adding p to my "ferst ever" record book
heehhe XD

tis is the things dat syg gave me..
=))
(sory darl i didn put in the other small "card")

present from mom n dad, kakak and abg hariz..
love u ol man!

fullermak! hp beybeh!
w910i..
its quite common but wth..
its got good functions =)
im down with dat! haha

(credits to mom)

a bluetooth headset! woo hoo!!
altho not the kind dat i want.
but its still a bluetooth headset!
(ceh dinie mcm businessman seh! haha)

(credits to mom)

an umbro sweat shirt! coolness!! i like the orange =)

(credits to kakak n abg hariz)

an adidas watch! woo hoo!! haha ultimate coolness!
haha
cool colour as well. ocean blue..wuu huu! haha

(credits to kakak n abg hariz)

the presents of my 19th birthday
'08

from my one and only mom..
i love u too mom.
*hugs*
the best mom ull ever have.

and lastly,..my most thoughtful birthday card ever..
the contents are to be kept confidential btw.
hmmm

i love u ol.
mom
dad
kakak
nurifa elferra
abg hariz
.....
and everyone hu i knw.
and thanks for ya bdae wishes. appreciate thm all! haha

"18 has passed and now come nineteen...
been working my arse, been thrilled and exhilarating...
a new year for me,
another chance of hu i wana b..=)"

dear god, can u help me with tis one..
thank you =)

ok chaioz!

c u ol sooN!

my bdae part 0.5!

2008-01-26T13:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm its my bdae today! hahahah hmm cant post now got to go out baby! hahaha i love u darlin ferra!! mwahhz mwahhz mwahhz!! syggg!! i nd a hug frm u now! haha

ps: ill update u all tonite k :)
n i got a very cool n nice + sweet frm my one n only... so stay tuned...on channel Din!

2008-01-24T09:33:00.000+08:00

hmm been sick lately

haha. my gf is takin her o's today..best wishes to her and her fellow friends.

=) i support you 101 percent%!
hmm time really flies...

i got alot to say but i cant..the mucus in my nose are too blocking my thinking.. haha cant do my test properly too man.
hmm and the panadol cold is not helping.

hmph.

i really hope that my gf will pass her o's. hmmm come what may. i lay my hopes and wishes to gods will. insyaallah she can do it ;)

hmmm today is my performance of the Mr ans Mrs RP. we will dance in the forum. yup and we havent decide on what to wear. hahahaah lols.... hmm recently...been unorganized with things.. quite irritating actually. but surprises really surprises me hahaha... XD

haizzz...
ok la chaioz!

HI, ITS ME !!!

2008-01-22T20:01:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND !!!!!!

2008-01-17T08:48:00.000+08:00

hahahahah hmmm today i went sch coincidentally with my long time work friend farhah. hahaha

funny la. always go sch with tis fella laugh laugh. make noise.
bt today funniest i think.
hahhaa

theres tis guy slept in front o us. we were standing uh.then the sleepy guy suddenly reach out his hand...and i think that at that point of time the bus was turning uh. then he reach out. it was damn funny arr.. hahah lucky i didn't burst out laughing. hahaha hmm but i cant stp giggling. hahahah hmm for so long i havent giggled like dat hahah XD lols

hmmm ok for now...

im gonna jus chilll....

and eat bisket....
yeahhhh.....
hahahhaah lols.!

ok chaioz!

fucking ass feeeling.

2008-01-11T18:14:00.000+08:00

im so haiz...

i duno wat to say.

i hate the world
i hate myself
i hate the fact
i injured my health

i hate this feeling
i feel so numb
i tried to be calm
i tried my very best
to control my tantrum

i can't do anything
i cant say anything.
all i can do is wait for u
to come here running
with heart-warmed arms...
DAMN SHIT..WAT THE FUCK IM CRAPPING...
NABEI CHEEBYE.
asshole....

2008-01-09T10:48:00.000+08:00

wooo hooo!! i passed my FTT(final theory test). woooh hooo!!
hahhaa

hmm tot wanna celebrate it wif my gf. but shes away for sumtime.. hmmm so went to rp to dance. nyahahah XD n i will b performing soon at vivo. on the 2nd feb. yup. the choreograph is superb. haha

hmm update u oll soon! haha

p.s. : lazy to upload my pics haha

went to zoo!!

2008-01-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

helo helo! hahah today went to zoo wif my GF and her two broz n zara.

haha whoao..! wat a great day man. its oni perfect if cud stay longer.. pfft
hehehe hmm but nevermind. had a great+wonderful time with all of them.

and especially with my beloved. hahaha altho i can't go to ur fav spots, but still i could spent tym wif u heheheh XD.

hmmm we went to alot of places. the white tiger is just magnificent. and i saw the polar bear came right at the glass panel. whao! hahaha the head length was like the size of my forearm man. shit. haha

the monkeys was behaving like monkeys (duh) hmmm n me n my gf became Gibbons. hahah XD (wuuuuo wuuo wuuuoo!) hahahah XD damn shit noisy man haha XD

hmm at last. got inthe butterfly. hahaha XD hmm i quite like butterflies. theyre nice. haha

hmm thn went to the 'Australian Outback' section. hahah XD it was hilarious.
we, in the rain, sanggup tunggu for the kangaroo to come out haahahahah omg. we were all wet man. but it was worth waiting for uh. hahah actually not that satisfying uh. hahaha
coz we actually waited until we fed up then we went in for ourselves. i mean we went over the 'fence' to take pics with the kangaroos hahah XD thn A.lefi was damn funny man. hahah XD i duno y but i find him quite cool uh hahah XD.

hmm thn its the same with A.andi. hahaha both of them. masyaallah. hahaha

thn my gf was like jakon! hahah XD but i tink she appreciate animals more after todays expedition. hahah cehhh expedition uh. hahah XD outing to be precise. nyahaha

but my fav part is still the gibbon uh.. hahah n the last part(white tiger)...hahah n.. hahah alll la! hahah XD hmmm ok till tmr and so and so.. take care ppl.

chaioz!

p.s. : i miss my gf and im sorry n i had fun dat i spent time with u today appreciate it lots thanks darl =j

its been long..happy 2008!

2008-01-04T08:53:00.001+08:00

look at thepic above. i jus edited it

hahah is been long since i last blog.

lazyyy

hahh hmmm thanks tomy gf my blog skin have changed hahaha
hmm the "anonymous" in my tagboard is bugging me.
idiots.
if you got a problem, come and see me.
we can settle ad compromise.
if u talk behind our backs, forever you will be one idiot.

hahaha no offense but yeah.

hmm aite. blog again later. gotta call my wifey. wake up call.

heheh n i got hh later. hmm its been long since i see my hh friends.

n one more thing. i forgot to say. gd luck to everyone and a happy new year. =)

ok chaioz

Happy New Year & New Blog !

2008-01-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

Happy new year !

and

new blog skins

done by

NURIFA ELFERRA !!!

and thats me.

boyfriend, thanks to me OHKIE for changin you blog skin!

lols :DDD

cannot wait for your call ((:

toodles

xoxo

dancingsneakers.blogspot.com

SGC flame awards

2007-12-05T14:00:00.000+08:00

dear hueva-it-may-concern,.....

2007-11-20T11:26:00.000+08:00

hmm
these few days. i duno y. but i did wat i was supose to do. i started praying back after a long "break" for butts off.
when i was in buttss off, i always tot of myself...asking..y am i so tired..i need a break.. i was rather selfish.

but i tot..wat a relief that butts off had gone..oni left beautiful, unforgettable memories...

im trying my best to catch up with my own stuff...
my studies..
my test...
n most importantly.. my girl..
shes all i could tink of ryte now.
..
i guess there were soo much things that we could think of doing during her school days for our "term break"...
soo much that we ended up not doing much...
i need her now..
ut i guess its payback time...
i feel like quitting my "cca"...

but i simply cant upset my friends...upset myself...
i have not been praying well for the past month or so...
i tink i need to work a lil harder..

cmon man...dun look down a cliff...ul jus fall straight down...look up in the sky, and fly!!
i realy wish i could fly..and take her to the wonders of the world..haizz...
but wat can i do..
im jus a useless freak..
who do nothin but to make stupid jokes n laughter wif people whom i portray them as "friends"...
call me emo shit..
ill slit ur throat!..
damn it..
son of a bitch...
go to hell dinie!........

but like i say...am i being selfish?..or im being too caring?.. i dun understand the terms anymore.. :\ _|_ !

p.s.: oni i could understand the language that i hav just said.. =)

Style Groovas Crew @ Butts Off Dance Competition

2007-11-05T01:08:00.000+08:00

it was freaking great laa!!!

f****n great..hahaha XD had lots n lots n lots of fun on dat glorious day! XD..hmmm

our ferst competition. and we went to the finals.
ppl..its not over yet! we gonna give it all out on the finals date! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!... hee are some pics. =) enjoooyy....

early in the morning jumpe smue,
We all ate at long john silver,
all of us are very excited,
took a picture before it stared...

zee n me noticed the camera...actuall the camera noticed us la
hehe XD (benjy like kana voodoo like dat)

n
so we waited long,
till my hair turned White,
we came upstage,
with a strong will n Might!

OMG.! i hope i dun screw tis up!
(damn, where am i gonna put tis "area"?)

....."allow me to introduce to yall the sound of music....go on! !"....
bla bla
dance dance..
FINISH!

thn waited n waited..
n waited....
the RESULTS!
guess wat..??

we're into the finals!!!!!
o
omg. i didn't expect us to went into te finals man.!!
woo hooo!!! i was sood damn happy and thrilled!
woo hooo!!!
after soo long of hard work..
it all paid off!
well done style groovas!
we did great!
all 8 of us!

ASHRAF
BENJY
ZEE
LIZY
AIN
MEL
LUKE

i thank u all for everything.
with all my heart i pray for ur wellness and everythin!
love u all!

see how happy i am?!! haha XD woohooo!!
(ya adel..thanks -_-' hahaha XD)

another pic taken by us.
(ya jason..dun scratch ur balls when takin a pic..hahah XD)

urmm...the camera's here people!!

yeah here! thats righhhttt..thats righhhtt... X)

yo! its Style Groovas Crew & Style Methods Crew on da house!
(some of them are not in here. due to unforeseen circumstances =). )

from right...mee. mel. bboy Alan (best buddie!) and bboy rey!

mee and sis zee!
thanks zee for believeing in mee
X))

Style Groovas Crew
<:....:>

lots of love,
dF
Dinie Faris

missss her soooooo much!!!!

2007-10-15T09:46:00.000+08:00

oh im soooomissing my darlyns smiles and laughter
her eyes makes me melT!
nyarrrr! got to see her today!!

endings of all sufferings from inside

2007-10-11T09:39:00.000+08:00

honestly.
ive not been eating a healthy diet since god knows when.
my break fast ("buke") is like roti & water.
most of the time.
bread is all i can remember.
occasionally i ate things like mee and rice but roti is my source of survival.
hah!

im like a living zombie drifting away in the cold wilderness.
im so tired and fatigue.
its like i am pounded by 500o pounds upon my chest.
im thankful that fasting months' is over.
i can eat whenever i want.
but each fasting month has made me a stronger person.
i have endured a tough month.
with no food and drinks from dawn to dusk.
i dont know why but i just feel that i have make an invincible layer inside of me that make me a more long-lasting person.
but now all i want is my soft comfy bed with nice and cushion-ny pillows.
i can imagine myself dreaming of ms.wifey most of the time.
haha

ok. i think thats all for now. im very weary and exhausted.
ill be sleeping like a pig and my jaw will be dragged down by a 10 kg weight. my mouth will be opened like the mummy returns show and ill be snoring so loud that i could score a gold fr SYF in a symphony band.
ok.
chaioz!

2007-10-06T17:53:00.000+08:00

ytd im freaking tired. oh my god
ive been dancing for the past weeks. non stop
damn shit
so fatigue man.
btw.
last last night outing at the bazaar was ok la.
not as fun as the other night.
hahah XD

the other night i was high i think.
really.
i think it was due to the bottle i bought.
hahaha its..ermmm.
i forgot the drinks name.
never mind. anyway its not any drink (alcohol). its jus some gassy drink.

yeas.

..........

today i woke up at around 530 in the afternoon.
take that. i was like what the.
hmm oh well.
im tired now. till tomorrow.

2007-10-04T13:41:00.000+08:00

I MISS NURIFA ELFERRA !!

Slacquez. ( Groove Inc. )

2007-09-28T16:02:00.000+08:00

meet SLACQUEZ!
WE WILL BE PERFORMING AT
TRCC STUDIO HALL
26 OCT O7
DU SUPPORT!

AND

ANOTER ONE

CHONG PANG INDIAN ACTIVITY EXECUTIVE COMMITTEE

ARTS @ CHONG PANG

“HAPPENINGS AT NORTH”

20/10/2007, Saturday

7.00PM TO 10.30PM

@ Chong Pang City Amphitheatre,

(Beside Chong Pang Wet-Market, Blk 104 Yishun Ring Road)

Guest-of-Honour: Mr K Shanmugam

Adviser to Chong Pang Grassroots Organisation

DO WATCH OUT FOR US! =)

SMC & Groove Inc. at REMIX Dance Competition.
we had fun! hehe

J.U.M.P. concert. SMC performed!
We all had real fun.
we opened circles.
and it was all great! haha XD

" Butts Off! " dance competition

2007-09-28T09:41:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey! me and my group of members is going to perform for this " Butts Off! " dance competition. it will be held in nov. do support us! our crew name is " Groove Inc. " do watch out and scream for us aite. we need your voices.

i will be informing yawl about the details as soon as i get to know. =)

helo ppl! =))

2007-09-27T18:13:00.000+08:00

hey hey! im back..
so fast right?
haha i know.
today im gonna "buke" (break fast) with my one ad only darl.
hehe.
by the way.
i've had broken my fast at her house twice already.
for both times. my heart pounds like a jet engine.
man. shit. hahaha
but both times i had fun tho. especially the first day.

actually i didnt plan to stay at her house because i planned to go home early that day.
in the end, i ended p staying at her house up till 10 plus to eleven.
hahaha.
talking to her mom about ferra's past time was very intriguing. hahahah XD
i listened intensely to her talking and it was fun to know more about my darlyn sweetheart. hahaha XD
you're very cute la syg =))
well anyways. im still waiting for her to get ready and have our dinner. im very tired but im looking forward to it. heheheh

*i always look forward to go out with you or even meet you for a while * x))))

ok time to go.!
chaioz!

i wanna work XO!

2007-09-27T16:18:00.000+08:00

hmm i want to work at NUM!
but how? when?
i think im going to apply an application job at december or anywhere near there.
i like their apparels.
their shirts.
so cool!.
and ilovelove this shop, which i can never buy something there.
the shop called "Limited Edition". the shoes like sooooo cool.

hmm yeah. got to wait for my wifey to msg me before i go anywhere. hahaa XD

new skin! ;)

2007-09-27T15:41:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey! now im in cultral thingy module.

sooo boring. but i force myself to give comments.
hope the facilitator will take my words into consideration hahaha XD

hmmm today i want to buke with my wifey.
hahaha hmm i don't know why i have a sudden urge to type perfect english.
hahaha *laughing out loud* =))

ok. the 6th presentation is on. got to pay attention to it.

chaioz!

one (:

2007-09-20T10:43:00.000+08:00

I LOVE
NURIFA ELFERRA

:DD

2007-09-19T10:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a dammit day man.
hmm i duno wat happen
grr...
hahaha...
some how ytd has alot of laughter and sadness.
haha..hmm but i ended up the day with a bad sign.
and i dun like it at al
..hmm yeah.

hmm today.
at class.
everyone was happy and we all add up each others msn.
haha while our faci is talking.
hahah lol so funny.
hmm hope today will be a better day thn yesterday.
coz i titnk ytd i didnt go sch dats y.
but ytd i saw my girlfy. so its always a good day when i see her face. =))
so till thn.
bye!

2007-09-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

today is one of my craziest days..
it could be a history in the making.

>>>

today. didnt went sch as my gf was sick and need an accompany to the polyclinic. so went there. it was ok.
hahah as usual. disturb ppl. disturb her. laugh here laugh there. hahah XD it was cool.
but hmm she seems to have a bad sore throat dun u tink.
hmmmmmmmm.. /=)..but anyways. we went to the poly and waited. it was a very long epic jouney.
cehhh hahah XD.. nooo la.. it just dat we hav to wait...and wait..and wait...and wait...
hmm yeah... so i got bored and decided to make fun and laugh around..hahah XD. hmm love to see her smile X)))))))))).. okok.
so.
we were laughing all the way. hahah
thn we stayed under her blk.
quite a long tym actually.
we didnt like to loiter under void decks but we had no other plans.
soo for once. we did.
haha XD.. as my jokin mood was still in good shape, we went on laughing our heads off. and bla bla bla. she brought down two of her Indonesian books.
i read one.
hahaha sorry but it was funny. really. but! i wan to learn dat language. saya nggak tipu sama kamu! ini crita bener-bener! heheh XD how??..got improve? haha
hmmm so yeah. thn we lsten to songs in my lappy.
thn my lappy went off! hahah (bye bye) heheh
hmm we were bored coz we had nth to do. but i brought a pencil! hahaha we vandaised at the table under the void deck.. shhh!!! XD
hmmmm we had nth to do.!
haha so yeah. thn i went to buy drawing block and an ERASER.. hmm yeah
hahaha
hmm so i started drawing my own shit.
hahah XD
im quite suprised myself dat i actually can draw in front of her.. woo hoo!
but ok laa...nt dat nice..im not an artist..hahah XD
so i drawed on the ferst page tn we scribbled on the next. and i drawed a half-way through graffiti of her name. btw the scribble is nice tho. i l.i.k.e.
hmmm yeah
thn i went up for a while.
i jus wanted plain water for buke in the bus later.
she gave me a bottle of plain water and 3 packets of bizkitz.
she say dat i nd to eat.
haha isnt she sweet! XD))))))))))))))))))))
hmmm love her la.
so i went hm.
waved at her and chaioz!.
hahaha.
thn she said she forget to give me sumtin. i was like wat?..
thn she say flying kiss. awwwwwww +)))))))))))))
nyahahaha XD!
hmmm so went to take bus and ate 2 packet in the bus num 81. hmm. thn i reached hm thn straight eat my meal. thn du everything necessary. thn went out.
i shldn't have went out tonite..=(((

hmmm not dat i dun wanna meet my frends.
i had a great tym with thm.
haizzzz..its jus dat.
errrr
hmmm
ok i didnt went to prayers. (sorry allah, tmr i promise i will go insyaallah)
we went to play pool.
as i had not played pool with faiz and rasul for a very long tym. so i tink y not.
once a while hav fun with thm. especially faiz. didnt see hym often nowadaes.
we had fun playing. hahaha XD
i won actually. i won four games. 2 against farhan, one against rasul and one against faiz. in all i had won all of thm.hehehe not to brag but true..nyahaha XD
hmmm so last game. serious, i tink i was lucky. hahaha lots of balls went in without me aming at it. they called it "taiko" yeah.
hahah i agree. but its a game, no biggy.
haha XD so i won last game.
i tried playing wif thm. and its hard for me to msg too.
i didnt realise dat my darl was in deep stress wif her studies.
so i just msg short msges and replied late. coz i get distracted when im msging and hueva farhan or rasul talked to me.
so i replied her late.
immm sooooo sooorrryyy darl =((((..i really really really really didnt mean it. =(
thn i tink she was in a bad shape and was not in a positive mood.
so i didnt know wat to do. thn i replied a msg. quite short but one full page. thn she replied ferst. (contents are censored)
bt b4 she msged me, i really really saw a SHOOTING STAR!!!! it was green in colour!
i bet that i saw this clearer thn back in the days when i was in primary sch dat i saw one too. this was across the sky. and it was a straight line. the tip (the comet) was in green in colour! i was shcked as i oni had seen a shooting star oni once b4 and it was in primary sch. now! im in polytechnic and i saw another one! i was like! wow! a hstory in the making!! hah! but...
of all this.
i was thinking about my syg the whole tym. after she sent me the msg, i read. thn i was like excited to share wat i had just experienced coz she was the ferst one in my mind that i want to share this experince.
but sumtin came up and im reallly sorry dat if i didnt du the ryte thing.
haiizz..if i were to whisper to that shooting star, i wud hav said to hym to go to woodlands and let u see hym instead of me =/...coz at least it would brighten up ur nyte and u would hav talked to me =))...=\(...i almost..came down to tears when i read ur last msg. n i hope u didnt mean it =(.
i could hav sacrificed my tym and spent it more on you...
sory for neglecting you.
i try not to du it again. i promise.

2007-09-16T02:15:00.000+08:00

poster 1

poster 2

this two blue pictures, - (credits to me and my gf, but most credits to jazz)

poster 3

our 3rd poster. edited by Dinie Faris

this would be our posters for our debut performance come 19 oct 2007.
it will be held at trcc studio hall. hope to see ppl supporting us.
thanks =)

2007-09-15T16:10:00.000+08:00

hmm today is the 3rd day of puase.
hmm so far soo good..
haha XD
remind me of faiz last yr.. nyhahahaha XD (inside joke)
hmmm

missin my gf..totally
if onli she was my neighbour..
=l...hehhe..oh well..
its puase n we cant du anything either.
nyahahaha....
hmm ok laa...got nth to say...

anyway. fyi..
im in butts off dance competition. it will b my ferst competition wif them.
it comprises of
me, benji, ashraf and luqman - (boys)
ain, lizzie, jazz and melody - (girls)

so yea..cant wait for the practices and ol...hahah
i guess that its gonna b great..

school starts on mon.
so hectic..
lathargic! arghh! dowan go sch.
altho its abit slack but..wahh..everyday 5 am wake up..wahh...hmmm
canot make it man..
haha ok dats ol for now

missing my gf.
lots. hmm gotta meet her at least once a week in this fasting month.
if not, ill be devastated.
haha XD ( i noe..abit exaggeratin xD)
hmmm ok

got to go! bye bye now.
loving her more each day =)

2007-09-09T02:44:00.000+08:00

wow i got another high score.

209! wooo hoo! with 7 strikes.
a turkey and a 4 bagger.
hmmm coool ryte.?

hmm ok got to go.
tmr goin to visit kubur.
bye!

2007-09-07T10:06:00.000+08:00

wow!
its been long since i got a praise from my very own sensei(master).
wah! i came there it was like oni me and christopher.
haha i tot the training have changed or the ppl around hav changed.

and yes indeed they changed!
to a better one.
hahahah
i tot everyone would be like "ok he's back.no diff."
but everyone was very nice and friendly.
its good u noe..
hahah we are sum sort of like a family.
hmmm im a lost member and i came hm.
ahahahah lol!
i noe. lame.
hahaha
but really
i wanna come for trainings oweady!
need to get my nidan! (2nd stripe black belt)

heheheh hmmm
wah today i really talked alot leh.
hahaah crap with my best buds there, siong leng,chris and hariz.
hahaha wah. they r like brown oweady. omg.
and siong leng has taken his black belt grading. shit!
but he failed his breaking of tiles. so still brown-black. nyehehehe ! XD

hmmm but im also quite amazed at myself uh.
long tym never come.
still active like shit.
hahaha ppl panting u still wanna du mre (talking to myself)
hehehe
hmmm ok
i will ryte more tmr.
now gotta call my sssaaaayyyyanng! hehehe
adios!
gi berambus tikos!
hahaha

2007-09-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

wei wei wei..

hmm today is one of my bestest days man..hahaha

hmmm
i gotta say..
alll i ever want is to hav another day just like today.
nyahahah xD

hmmmm...its soooo gre8!!!!

hmm went to meet her.
ATE HER MAGGIE!
its like wat the!!

hahaha not dat its not nice.
is damn delicious!
dammit! hahaha XD
just dat...errr...she noes how i feel. hahaha
(*like a volcano erupting*)
hhahaah XD
hmmm...its nice..really..
hmmm but u noe k syg. heheh (if ur reading this.)
thn went to park..
up in a hill.
well...not actually a park...but i still call it a park tho
haha
went there frm 5 till 7 plus...
wooo hooo! hehehe XD
watch the sun sets...
managed to find stars ard 7 plus...yeah..

(the details of our actions will not be posted in this blog)

hehehe...
hmmm i had a great tym.
so...hmmm hope to have a similar day like today honey.

hmmm ok das ol for now. =)

2007-08-26T18:48:00.000+08:00

well today
..
actually ytd.

tot i was having fun XD
hah i tell you.
ytd was like having one of the mos fun day it was.
hahaha XD

in the morning, woke up.
for prac. wo went to bathe and ol.
ate breakfast with mom.
hmmm (shes geting greater and greater these daes) +)
hmm thn went out.
went to school and it was eleven.
msged my gf. told her dat i will b meetin her aftr my prac.
thn i didnt notice that my schedule for the day was very tight.
schedule
morning prac. frm 10 till 2
thn go hm. must reach hm at arnd 4.(take 2 hrs to reach hm)
thn we'll be out at 5 for bowlin wif parents.
___________

thn i thought that i wouldnt hav time for my gf. so was thinkin whether theres any prac. coz it was 11 and no one msged me on y im late.
so i got doubts whether theres prac. when i reached RP, i was shocked to see no one there. -_-''
so theres no prac..pfft. hahah but hey!
i tot.
i can meet her!
woo hooo! so yeah. i tot its a great idea that theres no prac!
soo ya went to fetch her thn we went to banquet and hav our lunch. so yeah.
ate nasi ayam penyet and she ate nasi fish sambal. great dish.
later that day we went to the lib. she want to find tis book
thn we played my com and ol.
we were so close.
hahaahaha loved it.
i wan us to stay this way foreva.
insyaallah. hheeehe
so yeah.
thn send her hm.
shes great.
incredibly, tremendously, everything-ly great.
loooooooooove her sooooo much.
so everything was unplanned and going well! =))
(I LOVE WHEN THINGS GET UNPLANNED AND IT TURNED OUT BEST!)

thn i was on my way hm.
it was 4pm. i was late.
msged my mom. told her that whether i could stll tag along to bowl with thm.
she said to cal me we i reach tamp.
so yeah. i did follow thm.
she was on a high-good mood so she smiles alot and gave me comliments/IDK what.
hahaha coz i was weaarin a renoma singlet. hah!
hmmm so everything seems perfect dat day.

so rach to the bowlin alley. played bowlin. and wak usop was there, and so was bibik noni's family as well as cik rosli's sis's family if im not wrong.
so we played ten games. i tell you. the best ten games of my life. XD hah!
1. 142 (2 x)
2. 157 (4 x)
3. 136 (2 x)
4. 126 (1 x)
5. 144 (2 x)
6. 178 ! (6 x)
7. 123 (2 x)
8. 152 (3 x)
9. 183 ! (2 x) no open frames!
10. 156 (4 x)

AVG = 150.2

wow! ive never played this good b4.
hah. hmm.

>>>>>>

so went hm. straight away charge my fone coz it was flat and im worried too that my gf would worry of me and so i switched on my fone straight after i plugged in the charger. and there was 2 msg. both her. and she was damn worried. haha. sorry syg! heh
hmm so msged her and wan to tel her bout the summary for the day.
thn i told her i wuld call her. as i noe that she misses me and too i miss her.
so at arould 2 plus. i plugged in. and called her usin my house fone in my room.
as my dad suspects something, i still ctn to call her. how stupid can i be.
so. as i called her.
as she said hello.
i noe oweady that the other side of the fone theres someone listenin.
so i didnt even say a word. i just put down the fone thn i unplugged out the cable and quickly hide it.
i was damn panicked(inside)
but i was way cool on the outside.
i didnt noe how i managed to be dat cool, calm and steady. i was eatin my bread and i tell u i act as if i there was nth happen. IDK how oso. but my heart was pounding like hell. like omg omg omg! damn shit ass!
but i was relax. and my dad. came to my room. angrily searched me and my sis's room.
and lastly he found it.
he was like "whats this? WHAT'S THIS???"
and my panic just went overboard that i had to lie to him that i wasn't usin that i had it there only.
so i kept on denyin that i used it
so he just went out and went to sis rm.
i didnt know what he said to her.
i just stayed at my rm and ly down on my bed.
.....
i was like soo damnnn....
shit ass..
i was f***** upside down man.
hmmm...
thn my sis came to my room. we talked.
hmm lucky i got someone to talk to man.
for sooo long i didnt tok to her.
haha..
talked to her till around 4 am i the morn.
hahah XD
hmm lucky me i got her tho.
hmmm i pitied my gf coz i noe she care for me and she didnt wan this to happen to me.
so.i apologize k darl.
hmmm...so went to sleep after talked for soo long wif my sis.
we taked alot tho. alot of our past ties that i didnt know abt her and she didnt know abt me.
hahaha we share experiences thn went to sleep.

>>>>>>

today.
didnt wan to wake up altho i woke up as early as nine i think. hmmm.
thn went back to sleep til 3 in the afternoon. thn my gf tol me to wake up.
hahahah
so funny. i tot she was angry. ok honestly i was scared. hahah th she say that she was jokin.
hahaha lol. altho she had done this b4, but it sounds funnier this time uh.
hahahah XD hmm so it broke a smile on my face thn i woke up and cean my bed and ol.
had fast "breakfast" thn had real lunch with mom and dad.
heheh
i tell you the funny thing ok.

my dad confront me. he said
"who were you calling the other night? WHO WERE YOU CALLING THE OTHER NIGHT??"
he always hav to repeat his sentence twice. and always louder on the 2nd one.
it creeps me out man.
so i lied again.
pfft..really i cant help it.
but thn at last i said that i was calling a friend f mine.
so yeah. lucky my mom was there.
she was the one hu stopped my dad frm scoldin me.
i was soooooooo shocked!!!
wow!
my mom!
did that?
i didnt expect my mom to du that.
she said "da la. mkn dulu. nanti bole bbual."
dad, "abeh tipu! org marah ar!"
mom, "hmmm ye ye."
....
thn ol quiet.
i was down there like one emo kid sia.
thn mom act as if nth happen and ol.
shes cool now!
i mean verryyyyy cooll...
i tink dat i can tolk to her more abt my personal stuff.
bt i tink nt the time yt.
yeah...
soo.. my mood was like damn shitty again.
but i try not to let other ppl sufffer for my act laa.. so i try not to be too sad abt this things..

>>>>>>

soo yeah!
after all that talkin in this blg
makes me hungry.
hahaha
ok chaioz. gotta eat my leftover mee gereng.
ok

p.s.: i love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love my gf and my mom! i wan to hugg both of thm!! haha XD

2007-08-23T17:26:00.000+08:00

hmm today is the last day of school for this semester!
woo hooo! can relax (but everyday i also relax la) haha

hmm but no more UT's and no more waking up early! haha
but i still need to go school tho.
coz got practice and ol.
yeah.
hmmm tmr gona watch muvie.
not sure yet
have to be confrimed as soon as possible.
haha
hmmm ok.
wif my gf now.
hahah
she duin her werk.
wan to disturb.
but scared
hahah.
lol...
duin her maths.
while tokon to myself.
hahaha
lols. hmmm she copy her work. she says she needs to copy it twice.
hahaha so haapy to see her.
hmmm so.

today's last treat from our facilitator is chocolate. very nice..ahaha hmm gona mis my faci's man.
but seriously i lookin forward towards my new clas.
hahah i hope ill be better in presenting and be a better student. nyarrr!
hmmm but i tink the atmosphere will be different and its gonna be...tougher??
hahaha
hmm ok at nite
i will be postin again.

2007-08-22T12:46:00.000+08:00

today is my last day for all my modules..

hahaha hmm
ytd aul sang to us.
wow!
damn!
so nice
hahaha
such nice voice.
hahaha

hmmm.
okok i shall blog more when i reach h. coz a lot moe things will happen laer.
haha ok

2007-08-20T01:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm...
jus wana say a lil bit of my wants.

1 @ spent tym wif her(most probably i can du it after her 'o's
2 @ spent quality time wif family
3 @ " " " " friends
4 @ get a better class in semester 2
5 @ make more friends
6 @ hang out - chill - take a break
7 @ do well for my debut performance tat is comin up soon

dats ol.. :)

2007-08-16T14:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday ---->>>

ytd we canceled our training.
hahaha
because that most of us cant make it.
hmm so..i met her
haha
mmm
aaanndd ytd i wore shorts to sch
woo hoo!
ahaha
XD
hmmm quite dull
but it was ok.
hehehe got to see her face.

haha ok..
went hm so freakin damn tired.
haha
slept around 9 plus i tink.
fuhh
i considered myself lucky.
haha
i didnt switch off my room light, didnt shut my kitchen window, didnt off my laptop...
bla bla bla
ahahaha
hmmm but luckily. thanks to my darl..
she msged me at 2 am.
haha i woke up n did l the things.
if nt
gt a big howling frm my parents in the morn..
hahaha lols.
haha ok

hmm dats the highlight of ytd
so wats gonna happen today?...

today ---->>>

hmm got maths UT..the last UT of the UT's. the end of the saga!
hmm and i went to class late..pfft! haha but it was purposely tho. nyehehehe...i want to feel how is it like to be late for UT..
hahaha i didnt want to b late again for UT.
hahaha hmmm thn too the UT. bla bla bla..
it was ok..quite hard.
hmmm.. thn nth to do. so
. i edited a pic.
hmm ok la..not dat nice.
haha but was satisfactional.
hmmm

today..i mean later
will meet her..later. O__O.
haha
hmmm ok. cant wait.
haha jus accompany her to develop her FNN pics.
hmm for her o's.
hmmm

some motivation is needed. hahah
hmm
so i tink dats ol.
for now.
hahahaha
(reminds me of simpson.. "....bla bla bla so far! "
haha
aite gotta present soon.

be back soon.

2007-08-16T14:03:00.000+08:00

2007-08-13T08:59:00.000+08:00

today is cognitive lesson.
hahah seems like not alot came sch today.
my grp oni 3 still.

haha ok
hmmm so far.
my science really boost up man!
wow!
frm a low c....
to a B whooo hoo!! haha

hmmm ok ok got to motivate my girl friend to study
hahaha ok ok...
mus study k darl.
hehe

chaioz!

2007-08-08T14:39:00.000+08:00

today.
is science lesson.
didnt start off my day very well.
vulgarities is the first word i say when i woke up today.
hahahah
lols

hmmm. didnt know wat happened to my phone today.
my friend was like msged me at 7 am
and i got it like 9 plus
fuck!
hahah
(evidence shown- i was with my friend when i received the msg) hahaha
hmm
ok.
didnt get to meet her today.
-___-...
hahah lols.
so boring
tmr i have to stay at hm.
again.
one national day after the another.
fuck la
haiz..
ok
at sch now
cant wait to go hm.
c muvies
nyahahhaa
hmm disturbia
haha woo hoo! ok

chaioz!

2007-08-07T15:59:00.000+08:00

wuddup yawl!
cool right.
haha i edit it.
hmm gotta edit more photos..
nyehe!

2007-08-07T09:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm pics frm baybeats are yet to be attained by - ferra.

2007-08-07T09:48:00.000+08:00

...helo helo
tis pic was taken by yati.
thanks alot.
i like this pic.hahah
*self-proclaim*
but its ok
hahaha

2007-08-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

yeah..

so today is the day dat i die..

nahhh!..
hahaha
just done my sch werk and spent a lil time on my blg.
nyahaha
ok ok.

wet to baybeats the other day.
with my gf's cousins and their bf's.
so yup. it was fantastic with utterly excitement.
hmm
down there,..
nice songs tho.
didnt expect it to be that nice.
haha
ok.
met few of my friends.
shahidah, sakinah, FBI, amalina, ainul badria, and so and so....yup...
MET MY PRI SCH BEST BUD!!!
woah..what a long tym man.
voice changed. he got thinner! haha (he was quite plum but ok) haha
i was estatic.
dude! gotta go out sumtime.
haha
but i didnt know y. when i met fariz, it was very much different when i met hisyam n zambri in rp. hmmm
nvermnd.
glad to finally meet fariz.
haha

thn we ol went to have our dinner at marina square.
had sumtin like hard noodles and omelette. at ferst it was nice..
thn i went..eeee..
hahaha
thn we went our separate ways. she followed her cousins and i went hm.
yup.
boring tho.
coz i wan to b with her.
haha
ok
errr...
so..
yup thats the latest happening.
and ill try to update more.
mayb bout my cca(ig) or wat.
yeah. whateva.
haha

chaioz!

2007-07-27T10:46:00.000+08:00

fuck!

haha jus feel like saying it

ok

chaioz!

2007-06-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

hmmmm u like uh webcam me...aiyoo...
nt fair u can c me n i cant c u.
tis makes me miss u even more u noe..haha
lol
ok..shit..haha hmm im still wondering how am i goin to tell u abt the shirt..
hahaha ok

chaioz!.

2007-06-27T19:42:00.000+08:00

yay! i got B for science..wat a suprise.
damn..power sia
hahaha...
so far the modules that i like are getting good grades...
BUT the ones i like is like wat the hell...

i got D and for my predicted grade for communication..
im like huh??
ive been getting B's and an A..but i got D just bcoz of dat stupid UT which i got a D...
D for DAMN!..shit...

err!!..hmm but its ok laa..unexpected to get predicted grade B for both science and my maths module..
haha..really unexpected..haha hmm oh well got to study more harder and get good grades in my yr one..
muz chong arr..haha ok

chaioz!

2007-06-25T18:28:00.000+08:00

~~~
hmm another shout out bein made.
from dinie, the one hus gonna left unsaid.
being true to urself is what imma create
not the lies are which are oh so intricate.

- dinie~~~~

aiyooo...im sick of that fella laa...
man! zakiah du sumtin to her laa.

btw zakiah is my cousin.

and the gurl is a sit asss freak... --_____-- """ arrrr!!

2007-06-25T18:13:00.000+08:00

wei..

its been long since i blogged.
its great to play my lappy under the void deck.
listenin to my mp4.
hands held high - Linkin park.

woo...~~
tis is very relaxing.
i didnt noe dat tis can relief stres..
wooo..im so relaxed now.
hahahaha

ok...y am i here?..

its near becky's hous.
what am i duin here?..
hahah

becky's comin back. and we like welcoming her hm like dat..
haha
cool frens ryte..
hahah i noe..
ok..shes a good fren. dats y i came down todae.
haha
now. waiting fo dinesh, shaikh, wan and becky.
yup..
i duno hu else coming..
hmmm...ok i tink ill be blogging much.
coz...nths up..and im damn boring.
no soccer. no fun n laughter. nth to look forward.
hmmmm im almost nth now..hahaha

nahhh.
haha ive got sch and hip hop..dats ol..
quite boring ryte...
i noe..hahaha
i wanna hav fun.
my life. mypride. is broken. cehhh hahahah lol

ok got o find some fun!..i bet u. by the next holidae, its gonna b extraordinaire..... nyahaha lol.

chaioz!

and p.s. gotta wait till o' finish..thn ill tok.haha =X...bt izzit too late?..hmm oni god knows.i tink ill try to make an effort ;))..

2007-06-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

hmm its bee long since i blogged..

haha

hmm so far...everythings been great..
startin to watch indo shows..special thanks to someone..haha

hmmm the hip hop "cca" is very tough man...but very fun..haha!! great man!...
made fren wif this idiotic person haha...
her name is..ermm...for a sec..i forgot her name..hha

arr...IVY! hahah stupid sia...
hha best seh...crap oll day wif her..haha lol..

hmmm and im adiccted wif MJ songs...
hmmm songs like billy jean, the way u make me feel, black or white and alot more..hahaha

back to basics man..hahaha
hmmm got new num..
wanna try to use line..hope my ferst bill wun cost like damn...$$$$$$$... hahhah

hmmmm wat more...hmm i hav set new targets...hmmm yeah...tmr gotta go for this business thing...
hope that it will benefit me..hehehe ok dats ol

chaioz! (till nxt yr) hhahah

2007-06-06T00:54:00.000+08:00

wow i saw this in youtube..!!!

and theres me!!! hahaha

i came n the 55th min...sory dude...dats gotta hurt...

hmmm n fyi...
because i came out on top for my category, my friend got into my martial art.
it is because that he bet wif me..
if i got champion, he will join my martial art( kyokushin karate ).

the next dae....i showed hym the trophy n the edal..hah lol...c...no one btes wif me... nyahahah!

2007-05-22T18:45:00.000+08:00

yay...i jus got an A for my communication! woo hoo..

happy sia..
i wan to celebrate but ...

like...
haha lol...
(ppl got alot of A oweady sia) haha

hmmm
nebermind there is olwaes ferst tym or everythig...
=)..

hmm starting to watch tis show heoes....
very very nyce show..
i didnt noe dat it is dat bnyce ar.
but it turn out to b ..
bamn...i love it
hahaa....sumtimes i du imagine..
am i one of them?...
haha lol.
hmm
i neber seen such great show..(still canot beat prisonreak) haha
now my fav show is prison break n heroes...hahaha...
hmm...now im in the studio watching people fly..haha wo hoo!...i wan to go there but...hmm nah nebermind i guess next tym e laa...when im official inside...thn ill become enthusiastic.

hmm...k la...im out..

chaioz...!

2007-05-18T20:35:00.001+08:00

hmmm been having a really bad bad week actually....
hmmm

ive been sick for like the past three daes...

actually from the camp....specifically from the boot camp..
ive been sick bcoz the other nyte when we stay at the agora,...
it was damn freaking cold man...

i couldnt sleep...
da la everydae i dun hav enuf sleep...(normally sleep around 12 plus to 1..wake up at 5)

hmmmm haiyaaaaaa...
so sia man....
sickness pleassssseeeee go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck!!!!....c...make me curse fr nth...

hmmm

but ok la....sick sick oso got good mood oso..hahha...

got my garskin!!! hehehehe...
n guess wat?...i got into the hip hop ig!! wooo hoo ultimate yayness!!
hmm n i got to tok to elferra!....errr...hmmm miss her actually...shhh!!!!!!!!! haha

hmm k laaa....

chaioz!

wat a dae

2007-05-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

wahh yesterdae...

is quite a good dae..
bccooozzz...
i found my old frens!!

i saw my weks frends!...hmm i saw ken, apple, shahren, farhah and AmanDA!!!!! haha

wow!..im so suprised sia..
hmm she still looks the same...
sweet and gentle..hehehe..

hmmm...
i saw shereen too!..haha...
hmm...i also saw rp people...
in ol i would say..
i saw almost everyone...cehh..haha

hmm goin out wif my werk fren soon..j bdae..
hmmm cant wait to c them ol..i miss them sia..haha

hmmm todae im goin to my sec sch..!! woo hoo..!! but without my bro.
haizz...nebermind...still got alot of ppl goin...hmm yeah!!..the more the merrier! nahaha..

hmmm and lastly i cant wait for the results of the hip hop ig...
hope i got in..haha ol...

ok laa..dats ol..

chaioz!

2007-05-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo!! i guess ill try to start posting everydae.
coz i wan to practise on my "speech"...so that i could tok more when im presenting..
nyahahahaha!!

hmmm i didnt post much bcoz my homework is like the same thing as blogging.
haha! no offence bt..true wat...i tok thingsabout wat i feel..
hmm like towards the team for thew dae laa...
hmm (oni rp students understand) haha

ok enuf shit..

hmmm...had a great life so far...got into this hip hop cca thingy..
hope ill do olryte...
well..gotta take my o lvl certs..haish...miss my sch damn alot sia...
i tink when i return to loyang..ill cry..at least a tear laa.haha...juz thnkin about it makes me wan to weep..jhaha...
it ooolllll becoz of the WONDERFUL MEMORIES I HAD WIF MY FELLO FRENS....
hmmm great great great memories man...
i had a rollercoaster ride of my life when i was i sec sch man...
hmmm

somore...gotta go camp again...hmmm tk abes2...oni been in rp for like 1 to 2 mths...i hav gone to 3 camps ane one orientation...imagine that..
woooo..haha sure made alot of frens...the more the merrier..
haha

hmm my classmates are very friendly...they are nyce ppl..good good good to hav thm as my classmates...haha much appreciated..

hmmm

alot has happen to me lately...hmm too much to put it in tis blg..haha

hmm k la...frm now onwards...il try to update my blg everidae...

chaioz!!

(p.s. = missingsomeoneverydearly) haha

2007-04-22T21:25:00.000+08:00

hey hey..its been long since i blog..haha
lol!! got no tym ma..
haha
been bz wif ma new school!!
wooo i love my new school now...
!!!

bt the thing is...the friends down there..
is nothing close to as my sec and pri sch frends...
i really miss those daes where i went oll over m head n heels...!!! haha
i duno wat im saying but wat im trying to say is dat i miss those daes dat i hav gone lunatic n become havoc like a mad person!! haha especially in my pri sch daes..hahaha
lol!

hmm k la...nowaedaes..i can oni blong on weekends...soo...everything i try to cramp it ol up on sat n sun aite...

k man chaoiz!

tis is a song...i juz heard a few secs ago...haha i noe its a long tym song but i jus heard it..hahah lol!

Mungkinkah bila kubertanya pada bintang-bintang
Dan bila kumulai merasa bahasa kesunyian
Sadarkah aku yang berjalan dalam kehampaan
Terdiam terpana terbata semua dalam keraguan

Aku dan semua yang terluka karena kita

Aku kan menghilang dalam gelap malam
Lepas ku melayang
Biarlah kubertanya pada bintang-bintang
Tentang arti kita

Dalam mimpi yang sempurna

2007-04-15T17:03:00.000+08:00

i telll you....i am stunned by tis videoo...i was like..damn! i wan to learn tis.....!!!!!

2007-04-11T12:34:00.000+08:00

wo hoo..now im in rp....
usin my laptop in my class....
wah piang shoik eh..
but the ppl arr...wahliao...
the class quite boring eh....
but...bo pien eh....
muz still go...

hmmmmzzz....
ok lor...dats it for todae....
i wan to say alot of things about the camp but...
even tis blog....
is not enuf for the memories i had during thecypher camp...hahahahaha....lol!!!...

hmmmz k...

chaioz!

2007-04-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

nth to post actually...
hahaha..

dun hav the vibe to blog...nyahahha...

hmmm ill b goin to camp tmr...for three daes...
thn straight another 3 daes ill b havin orientation...

sooo i will not b blogging much...juz dat after everything...ill b postin a long one...

soo...c u ol thn....take the caring yawl...

chaioz!

2007-04-07T02:03:00.000+08:00

hmmmm yayness!!! todae was my last dae of werk!

damn...there was full house man....
shit! but in the end i end it off in a high mood tho..hahha
felt sumtin amiss tho...hmm nebermind..oh well~~

mm my mind i quite blank now.so...til tmr! haha

chaioz!

2007-04-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

ok ok...ferst things ferst...

todae i went to eat at seoul garden wif my family..hahaha

seoul garden family laa..hahha...here are some pics...hmmm..tis is saiful...(did i spelled it correct??) haha..

me n ken!...

(like father like son) hahahahah LOL!

yum yum...hha xD my plates, drink n mee n ol...haha

farhah n J....(peace J! haha)

nisha n sharifah..(adek beradek...tapi berangai jauh beze...hahaha xD)

thn the 7 of us went to hav a break n played the game of life....

i didnt noe dat it is such an interesting game..haha

loved it...

i was full of debts man...hutang huang hutang...!! hahah hmm but i cleared it ol off when i got my pay...

haha shoik-king sia

haha

the game of life..hahah....well sharifah lost n she had to do the mr. bean dance...nyahaha....she didnt du it ferst...coz she has to do it after the show....hahah

soo..into the muvie theatre!!! hahahah...mr bean show was quite meaningful...hahah quite oni..hahah...lots of funny stuff..haha crack my stomch in the theatre laughing man....

hahah...hmm....love the show...feell like waching again..hahah xD

sharifah n J dancing the bean dance! hahaha xD/

2007-04-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm nothing t post todae....
went to werk...
werk was aite...haha fun to werk wif ken n shahren..hahah syoik-ing..haha xD

hmmm...thn afterwerk, went to mac for a while to chat..
thn ater dat went hm....
borin but yet okay laa...
hahah coz i got to hear some hot news! hahahah
(u noe, i noe, thy dunno...hahah xD)...

soo en joy guys...ti sis bla bla

chaioz!!

2007-04-02T03:20:00.000+08:00

andai kutahu
kapan tiba ajalku
ku akan memohon
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umuruku

andai kutahu
kapan tiba masaku
ku akan memohon
TUhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku

reff:
aku takut
akan semua dosa dosaku
aku takut
dosa yang terus membayangiku

andai kutahu
malaikatMukan menjemputku
izinkan aku
mengucapkan kata tobat padaMu

ampuni aku
dari segala dosa dosaku
ampuni aku
menangisku bertobat padamu

aku manusia
yang takut neraka
namun aku juga
tak pantas di surga....

i find tis ong very nyce n meaningful...hmmm... yeah!..
it reminds me of sumone....haha

the tym we spent together...
went to lib...
sit sumwhere near the sea and the eslplanade...i stil hav tose pic wher we took..hahah xD...

ok crapping...

chaioz!!

2007-04-02T01:17:00.000+08:00

yo im back!!

ytd was suppose to publish a post..
but thn my wireles suck man..
now change to a new position in my house..at least i can surf n du internet-related stuff...
hmm..
ok ill tok abt ytd ferst...haha
ytd...hmm...ok...in the morning...
played soccer...wif tis team..haikal's team..
hmm
n u noe wat..
we gt 10 ppl wif no subs...
sounds alot?..
thy got at least 15 ppl...wif subs..
how pathetic r we man..haha
hmm but quantity base, we dun really care..
coz we got quality..cehhhh =)))) haaha
hmm..
we drew wif thm 1-1...
hmm LOL..
i tot we won thm bt at last thy say 1-1..babi..
if not i wud haf played harder seh...
altho i noe i already tried my best..
haha but wat the heck...i noe i can score goals...!! shit..
nebermind..got to hav a re-match wif thm soon..thn play properly..heee...
hmm

thn at nyte....went to werk..hurrr....
damn the tiring...but sumone came down to my werkplace n gave me sumtin...aha xD
juz wanna let u noe..it really boost my energy for werk..haah!
sumore i got the runner's job...hahah damn tiring...but it ends off well when i see the gift when i take it off my bag..
hahah xD..loved it..thanks for the trouble..!!i wud keep it in a very very secure place...
if can i wil try to operate my heart thn i will keep i there....
tshahahaha!!!... LOL!!

hmmm...
so ya..dat is wat happen ytd....

.........

and thn there was tdae...
hmm wat hapen todae??..hmm yaa..
woke up at arnd 12..coz i was dam tired ytd...
so woken up by my dad...
hmm...so irrating seh the way he woke me up..
so had no mood after woking up...
tn after dat went to central to buy stuff...
i bought new perfume, wax n other stuff..
my siz ajak me to go t whitesands bu we were of shortage of tym as i nd to go to werk...
so we went bac hm...
thn arnd 415 go out of house...
reach there arnd 430 plus plus..hee
hmm..
met farhah ferst at tamp small mac..haha...
she came wif her panjang lebar smile untill her ears..hahaha
thn we went to werk...
hmm todae i become cashier!!!
woo hoo..hmm tapi..dpt jamah er...
after a while.i was demoted to floor/pre-bus....
damn..
my mood wet down siaa...wahlao...
ahah but i tried to kacau farhah so dat i wun b boring...hahhaa xD...hmm like normal...
kacau her wif u-noe-hu..hahha
hmm did alot of stuff at werk todae as i finished my side werk by 930-10 pm..haha
thn went hm wif farhah...
after dat i went hm!
hm sweet hm...haaha....
hmmmm nth much happen todae soo...till nxt tym ppl...

chaioz!

2007-03-31T00:04:00.000+08:00

hmm todae i went out wif my sis n her bf...

her bf iz damn the nyce man..

ahahaha....

he blanja us lunch!!! at Secret Recipe sumore....wah piang...

i c the price ar...

can meletop seh....

the food is damn damn...ok i dun want to curse...

the set meal iz beautiful....

the food is down-ryte delicious....

i ate the chicken sumtin sumtin bleu....

...

its like a chiken ball like the size of ur fist...

in it..there iz chicken n ham covered wif cheese n mayo.....wif fries n salad =g...

OMG! dat is sooo...ass-licking good...

hahha..

hmmm

thanks abd harith for ol the treat....

appreciate it lot2..haha....

u shld go buy urself a map..seriously hahaha..

hmmm..thn at nye i went to tampines to hav a haircut..i went there wif farhan...

damn...we tot dat the shop closes oweady...

we took cab sia...haha 5 bucks..

hmmm...the apek in the taxi was super friendly..."hmm ya Abbruzzi Abbruzzi..hahaha xD"

damn..we ol frm central...we act as if we were the casts of prisonbreak...hahaha...

damn funny sia..

hahahahh

LOL!!

ultimateness..!!

haha...hmm ferst...we were waiting for Abbruzzi (my sister) to pass her money..

to buy food...hahaha..thn we went out of the coffee shp..

thn An say.." we nd to catch a flight! "

and i replied.." yes! and we're behind tym "

.." theres our flight (cab) ! "

..." hurry! we dun hav muh tym (as it was late n we didnt wanto go hm late) "

...

thn we didnt manage to catch the cab...sounds farmiliar?? hahahhaa..

...

" now wat do we do? "

..." we run.. "

haha thn we went over the green railings...as the traffic light was too far for us to cross...like

prisoner sia..haha...wan to run away frm police..hahaha....

" we need to find an alternative.."

A cab came...

" over there...a van for us to escape! "...haha...

" it would tke about ten minutes to reach to at least 5 miles from fox river.."

seriously...we reach to the haicut shop in ten minutes....haha xD...

....." oh shit! we've got company..."

...

there's quite alot of ppl sitting outside the shp waiting to get a haircut..hahahaha...ok dat is where the season ends....

hahahahahah xD

soo the ironic sehh hahaha xD...

hmm so had my new haircut todae...woo hooo!!....

chaioz !!

2007-03-30T03:07:00.000+08:00

oh shit....
i told...
i spoke....
n i dun noe wat to du...
haha...

wat to do wat to do???....ok ok ok...come what may....haha xD

olryte....breathe in...breathe out...

i tink i hav let it out....woooo hooo!!!

ok ok...dats oll...

till tmr..i mean later..morning...

chaioz!

2007-03-30T00:49:00.000+08:00

hmm was up....now im freaking tired...haha...
dmn fucking hectic...but todae ben the cahsier was fun fun fun!..
leman came...
with his army uni..haha botak kapa! haha
hmm bt he's friendly tho..haha
and and...
btw juz now when i was werking, guess hu com by to visit??...haha
yess...my long lost partner amanda!!..haha...hapy to c her tho...whooo hooo!!!! xDD...ultimaateness!!

suddenly i hav the feel of writing tis in my blog...

hmm...tis is for the one whom i like recently...hahah cehhh..hahaha

Beribu bintang dilangit
Kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rembulan mengambang
Kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul
Dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar
Itukah bintang atau rembulan
Terima kasih kuucapkan

Izinkan kumencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah oh...
Andai lagu ini
Mengganggu ruangan hidupmu
Kau senyumlah oh...
Sekadar memori
Kita di arena ini
Kau ilhamku
Kau ilhamku...(ur my inspiration...)

hahha its a malay song....typical..but wat the heckk...
the song is very meangingful...

so enjoy the musiq...

chaioz!

2007-03-29T08:05:00.000+08:00

yo watssup.ths up..hahaha
made my new blog..
woo hoo....
now i hope no one can disturb mee!!
only my trusted frens can noe tis blg! nyahahahaha....
others can get the f*** out! n g to my other blog..haha
hmmm..

ok.

so recently juz gave the resignation leter to maam doris..
man my heart was pounding like a ferarri motor man....
hahaha..bt wat the heck...i nd to quit my job...
its for my own good..
hmm yup..

haha...

soo....wat more happen eh??..
oh ya...tried my new webcam....
hahah kekek sia....
webcam wif farhan...haha we both like shit sia....haha xD...
hmmm ok la...

got alot of things bt i can oni say tis for the tym being...
soo keep in touch yawl...
haha

chaioz!